cus i'm leavin' on a jet plane
i am sooooo out of here! GONE! LEAVING! FOREVER!!!!!!! college is a beautiful thing and i can't wait to leave and never come back. but ona more depressing note i found out that one of my old friends died in a car accident and i'm not quite sure how i feel about that. on one hand i'm sad because he lived such a shitty, short life and i wish he could have done more. i wasn't that close with him and i haven't seen or talked to him in over a year but it still makes me sad that it ended that way for him..... i don't know... he was adopted and had family issues all his life which developed into a drug/drinking problem got sent away to a program for a couple years.. his parents won't let him come back home so he's forced to john the marines... he hates the marines and after a while i guess he got kicked out or he left.... and then a year later he gets into a car accident and dies. i don't know what happened in that year after the marines but still. i wish that something better could've been for him. so on one hand i'm happy on leaving but i'm also sad for devin, or is it spelled devon? so i am in a weird state of mind right now. stacey and stephanie check your 'comments' that i left for you.