i take it as a sign
i saw Garden State tonight. what a beautiful movie! Garden State and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, those are the films on my to buy list. they both left me feeling in similar ways, a feeling i can't quite put my finger on. the difference is my state of my mind. i was watching Eternal Sunshine feeling devestated, i was watching Garden State filled with hope and joy and something else I can't really describe. now, that doesn't mean i didn't cry my eyes out. i cried so hard... but then again, that's usually what i do when i see a really good movie.
i finished my paper. i bought my dad birthday gifts. i ordered myself a book i've been dying to read (bell hooks - communion: the female search for love) tomorrow i'm working. then meeting with the equality-group at school. things are a little bit more in order today than they were yesterday. my apartment is still a mess though. and ani's in heat. oh well, all can't be good and easy at once i suppose. things are never easy, for anyone it seems. but living in the now makes it better.
i finished my paper. i bought my dad birthday gifts. i ordered myself a book i've been dying to read (bell hooks - communion: the female search for love) tomorrow i'm working. then meeting with the equality-group at school. things are a little bit more in order today than they were yesterday. my apartment is still a mess though. and ani's in heat. oh well, all can't be good and easy at once i suppose. things are never easy, for anyone it seems. but living in the now makes it better.