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I need to vent for me right now, or for always, I'm human just need to do this here on my journal, share or maybe not, I decide eventually, who really wants to hear this, I am who I am and I have to square that one day so for now my Journal will take the worst. IT has to for me, I know that sounds, I dont know how that sounds, not really I just know my emotions, feelings, they have to be experienced somehow, or else how can I function, with thoughts racing throught my head, until I start feeling that fight or flight feeling, the fight is more of me being a Dear in headlights, I just freeze, terrified, and numb, the flight a lot more complicated, I'm celebrating a year of NO Self Harm, for now it's me being mostly isolated, has worked and this.
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