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this is not goint o be friends only because i want some pple who ddont have livejournal 2 see this or in all just to see this
here it goes
to adam- i feel i dunno at 1st i was numb to this hole thing and i didnt feel like anything
i feel now tho like the biggest bitch alive i kno i was and im sry i kno i use that word alot latly but believe me i really am i missed it when we didnt talk u had every right to be pissed at me and not talk to me hell i hate my self for it too u have no idea how low i feel right now u mean a lot to me and i never lied when i said how i felt i was always honest with u
i dont kno what more to say but i hope someday we can be good friends and see what time brings
matt- things have gone from good to weird to pain to weird to good all over ur like a best friend to me kno and i never want to lose that but as i said before time truely does tell all and in the end well see what happens
katie- i kno ull never be as close as we were and i regrate that but look were i was coming from i love u and always will and thats y i did what i did im sry kaite i really am
im the worst person in the world serously im sry and i dont mean it like everyone look im feeling sry 4 my self and i dont want ur pitty serously things i have done and what i have been done need to stop im sick of hurting guys im sick of hurting friends im sick of my life im reallly sorry to all of u if any way shape or form i have hurt u
i never ment to i really do care about u all weather you want to believe that or not
here it goes
to adam- i feel i dunno at 1st i was numb to this hole thing and i didnt feel like anything
i feel now tho like the biggest bitch alive i kno i was and im sry i kno i use that word alot latly but believe me i really am i missed it when we didnt talk u had every right to be pissed at me and not talk to me hell i hate my self for it too u have no idea how low i feel right now u mean a lot to me and i never lied when i said how i felt i was always honest with u
i dont kno what more to say but i hope someday we can be good friends and see what time brings
matt- things have gone from good to weird to pain to weird to good all over ur like a best friend to me kno and i never want to lose that but as i said before time truely does tell all and in the end well see what happens
katie- i kno ull never be as close as we were and i regrate that but look were i was coming from i love u and always will and thats y i did what i did im sry kaite i really am
im the worst person in the world serously im sry and i dont mean it like everyone look im feeling sry 4 my self and i dont want ur pitty serously things i have done and what i have been done need to stop im sick of hurting guys im sick of hurting friends im sick of my life im reallly sorry to all of u if any way shape or form i have hurt u
i never ment to i really do care about u all weather you want to believe that or not