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Was going to fast today. Of course mom bought an expensive fattening dinner. I had a big Mexican burrito, 1 chip, and a large Coke. Purged about half of it, maybe a bit less. I had to stop, because my heart started hurting really bad.
I'm scared I ruined everything. I'll have gained on Monday's weigh in, and not lost. 2 more days. That's it. I need to see 247 or less or I don't know what I'll do.
I'm so stressed. Not just with the weight, but since I missed Wednesday and Thursday at school, I have a TON of make up work to finish. 3 current events, a 1 paragraph summary of this thing I have to read, an autobiography of my history of reading my whole life, and a drawing of my history of reading my whole life. Only reason I haven't had a panic attack is because it's a three day weekends, since Monday is Labor day.
Oh. Today I started making my own Ana website! I've always wanted to but didn't, because I didn't think I could make it good enough. Since it's still under major construction, it's hidden. But I'll post a link to it in a few days.
I'm scared I ruined everything. I'll have gained on Monday's weigh in, and not lost. 2 more days. That's it. I need to see 247 or less or I don't know what I'll do.
I'm so stressed. Not just with the weight, but since I missed Wednesday and Thursday at school, I have a TON of make up work to finish. 3 current events, a 1 paragraph summary of this thing I have to read, an autobiography of my history of reading my whole life, and a drawing of my history of reading my whole life. Only reason I haven't had a panic attack is because it's a three day weekends, since Monday is Labor day.
Oh. Today I started making my own Ana website! I've always wanted to but didn't, because I didn't think I could make it good enough. Since it's still under major construction, it's hidden. But I'll post a link to it in a few days.