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I'm not sure what I feel right now. I think I feel good.
I'm overall confused on what I should do, think, and feel.
I'm pretty much sure that I'm not mad at Eric.
I was thinking about it last night.
Then, this morning, whilst Eric and I were walking to my classroom, finally alone, he brought something up. Something I didn't really expect. "So, I heard you were mad at me."
I was confused. Then I thought back to when I told Lily about me being kind of mad at Eric yesterday.
"Where'd you hear that?"
"Someone."
"Lily?"
"Yeah."
So then I told him I wasn't mad at him, but he told me Lily had asked him, "Are you and Krista okay?", "Is Krista mad at you?", "Are you and Krista still together?"
Then, Eric was talking to Lily today after lunch. I was being blocked out from the conversation.
I, being my paranoid self, have been thinking about it all day. They were most definetly talking about me.
Lately, I think I've been a horrible friend. I just think I've been so inconsiderate of others. I don't know. I don't want to be a bad friend, though.
So I'm going to try and change; I'm going to try and be a better friend, a better person.
Well, so yesterday..
I was getting ready for bowling. We left the house at 2:00, because we had to pick Henry, Greg, Lily, and Anna up. Okay, so we went to Henry's house, and he wasn't there. Neither was Greg. (They live near each other) We were going to get Anna(it would have been faster), but my mom forgot to turn. So we got Lily first. And then Anna. And then Henry. And we WERE going to get Greg, but he wasn't ready yet. So we waited about fifteen minutes(went to the bank instead). Then when we got back, he still wasn't ready. We had to wait about five to ten minutes for him. It took us over an hour to get everyone.
We didn't go bowling after all. We were there at the bowling alley, we had the money..we didn't feel like it. So, we walked to CiCi's, a pizza place down the street. Henry, Lily, and Greg ditched Anna and me. They sat at a different table until they finished eating. Then they sat with us. what the fuck.
So I put pepper in Greg's drink.
=]
And at the mall, Anna's mom gave us a ride there, they ditched Anna and me again. And they had the nerve to ask us for a ride home. (Lily had a ride home, no problemo.) So, Anna and I just left them at the closed mall. =] It wasn't very nice, I thought it was pretty bitchy, but they did basically the same to us -- twice.
I can't remember what else.
So bye.
I'm overall confused on what I should do, think, and feel.
I'm pretty much sure that I'm not mad at Eric.
I was thinking about it last night.
Then, this morning, whilst Eric and I were walking to my classroom, finally alone, he brought something up. Something I didn't really expect. "So, I heard you were mad at me."
I was confused. Then I thought back to when I told Lily about me being kind of mad at Eric yesterday.
"Where'd you hear that?"
"Someone."
"Lily?"
"Yeah."
So then I told him I wasn't mad at him, but he told me Lily had asked him, "Are you and Krista okay?", "Is Krista mad at you?", "Are you and Krista still together?"
Then, Eric was talking to Lily today after lunch. I was being blocked out from the conversation.
I, being my paranoid self, have been thinking about it all day. They were most definetly talking about me.
Lately, I think I've been a horrible friend. I just think I've been so inconsiderate of others. I don't know. I don't want to be a bad friend, though.
So I'm going to try and change; I'm going to try and be a better friend, a better person.
Well, so yesterday..
I was getting ready for bowling. We left the house at 2:00, because we had to pick Henry, Greg, Lily, and Anna up. Okay, so we went to Henry's house, and he wasn't there. Neither was Greg. (They live near each other) We were going to get Anna(it would have been faster), but my mom forgot to turn. So we got Lily first. And then Anna. And then Henry. And we WERE going to get Greg, but he wasn't ready yet. So we waited about fifteen minutes(went to the bank instead). Then when we got back, he still wasn't ready. We had to wait about five to ten minutes for him. It took us over an hour to get everyone.
We didn't go bowling after all. We were there at the bowling alley, we had the money..we didn't feel like it. So, we walked to CiCi's, a pizza place down the street. Henry, Lily, and Greg ditched Anna and me. They sat at a different table until they finished eating. Then they sat with us. what the fuck.
So I put pepper in Greg's drink.
=]
And at the mall, Anna's mom gave us a ride there, they ditched Anna and me again. And they had the nerve to ask us for a ride home. (Lily had a ride home, no problemo.) So, Anna and I just left them at the closed mall. =] It wasn't very nice, I thought it was pretty bitchy, but they did basically the same to us -- twice.
I can't remember what else.
So bye.