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I've been dying to work at U of P so I can have a free education and make my life better, but now that I finally work there, I'm really anxious, and my neck muscles will not relax. Why the fuck do I get social anxiety so bad???? I guess I'm just doomed to be the weird girl that never talks to anyone for fear of saying something stupid, making an ass of myself, or making people not like me. I'm also afraid of really dumb shit- like not being smart enough to finish school. I can't stand the corporate mentality and Now I have to choose between my future, and eating it for breakfast lunch and dinner for the next 4 years. I almost had the urge to throw away my converse, take out my peircings and grow up, today. Almost. Damnit, I only have 9 dollars. Sahar, why don't the perverts like us anymore?