AHHH
So I can't even write my feelings in my LJ with out haveing to explain every little DETAIL. Where am I supposed to vent, why can't I just write my feelings down? Do you think I WANT to feel like this, do you think I WANT things to be like this....because I DON'T. If I could just let go and walk away I WOULD. In a freaking HEARTBEAT. So I'm sorry for the things I FEEL, and the things that I can't CONTROL. I am not asking you to SIT and WAIT for me. Yes I LOVE you, but I can't do ANYTHING until this is all straightened out. And I AM SORRY......