Oct 13, 2004 16:50
This entry is for someone who i care alot about and i hope he will read this with an open mind and he knows who he is... I just want to start out saying that i want what you want... and what everyone else also wants for you too... i want you to be happy and i want you to feel better. I think that if that means you putting you heart on the line and telling her that you love her, I think you should. And stop worrying about what she will say b/c what ever you decide to do it will be the right thing to do. Wether some of us like to admit it or not all of us needs help with our life at some point in time... and there will always be one person who will be willing to listen.
--God is good all the time, all the time God is good--
Unlike us, God wont get tired of listening to you complain and ask for advice without you doing anything about it. You say that no one understands how much you want her and how much you love her... but He does. How is He supossed to help you if you don't tell him what you want or need? That's all prayer really is... and I know you think that it never works but... God has a reason.
Anyone who knows me at all knows i can't stand to listen to Garth Brooks but in one of his songs he has a very powerful line -- Some of God's greatest gifts, are unanswered prayers-- but the one time you choose not to believe or you choose not to try... that may be the one time its ment to be. So don't ever think that it won't work, b/c you never know until you try. I am sorry if this sounds like i'm preaching its just that i care alot about you and i hate to see you like this i just want you to be okay again.
You may hate me now after reading this but i just want you to know that i will be praying for you and i will pray that everything works out.... someone has to believe and i don't mind being that person
...if I can wipe from any human cheek a tear...TEACH ONE MAN THAT GOD AND HEAVEN ARE NEAR...make more joy, more hope, less pain...though no one knows my name, nor drops a flower upon my grave, I shall not have lived in vain while here... (i did not make that up lol)
I hope you understand why i had to write this... and im sorry if you are mad at me for it