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so here's my update, since I only make one every once and a while, sorry about that, for the people who read this. ( which is very few. ) lol.
not too much is new though, we have new people upstairs well a girl and her two kids. she doesn't seem too friendly. she hasn't even introduced herself yet. But whatever, and the one night she played this weird Indian/classical shit at like two in the morning. on the first day when she was just moving in, the landlord called us of course with all of her bickering and what not like what she always does. haha, it's so funny how much she expects from us right away, at the snap of her fingers and then how little she does for us. and also like the whole reason why she was contacting us is because she wanted me and shawn to be home so that the girl upstairs could bring her couch up stairs and she needed our door open. and like it isn't like we don't have lives, my god. I was working that day from 11am until 9:30 and Shawn was working from 5am - 1-pm and then working out. WE WERE BOTH BUSY, and no we shouldn't have to stop what we are doing just for some girl, who obv as we can see now can't even say hello. yeah so and also the land lord gave me her number in a voice mail and I called her and after I explained it all to this Liz girl that neither of us will be home all day, she had the nerve to say " oh and your door wouldn't happen to be unlocked?" and I am thinking to myself, oh okay so some random girl can go into my apartment that I don't even know, and also let my cat out so I have no idea where he is. But of course I just replied with no. a simple no. I'm not going to bother with her, if she can't bother with me. yeah and also last night me and Shawn and Sam and a bunch of people that I really didn't get along with went to Clifton Hill, CA. It was okay, uncomfortable there and back, and the music sucked but I got to have Smirnoff Ice : Strawberry Acai and that kicked ass! me and Shawn didn't go into any clubs because we are low on money so we just went to the Casino, which was a waste of money but I got to buy myself a drink! lol and their were free Pepsi products on the one floor and also coffee. that was pretty much amazing. On the way back Sam was plastered, lol and everyone pretty much pissed me off. Just think of it as pretty neon lights, rap music that makes you death within twenty minutes, guys thinking that they are all that, so cocky. and him, the one who you can't live without. we ended up leaving two people behind due to Sam being drunk and other people peer pressuring them, oh and some guy my mom used to work with called her a leper and well I realized that the reason why first impressions exist is because without them how would you know how to protect yourself? yeah so and then also last night me and Shawn got into this HUGE fight and I almost thought he was going to leave me in Clifton Hill, omg it was insane. But then we worked everything out, got home at 4am or maybe 5am and slept in until 1:00. Luke was outside with my grandma and I guess Shawn said I had 21 missed calls. See we were supposed to go to the Bison's game, we didn't though because me and Shawn were way way way too tired still. and not to mention we are both really broke. Shawn made me and Luke and himself chocolate chip pancakes and they were super yummy! Later on me and Shawn got into a big fight and it kind of reflected on our fight last night. We are both fine now, and he went to Sam's house and then to Mike P's house to watch wrestling. I went to my grandma's and ate something, since all I had all day was chocolate chip pancakes. I had a salad and some microwaved cheese-y rice and brocolli thing that was way too salty. I also don't have medicade right now but that's okay I just need to get my Planned Parent hood bill paid somehow and go to the dentist so I don't have to have wires go through my cheeks. UGH also I need my shot at the end of the month, gur. LOL. anyways this was a much needed update. I hope you enjoy, below are some new quotes that I will also post on __quotexwhore. <3 :
life is about waking up without regrets,
listening to your favorite song in your underwear and eating ice cream,
it's about having a hang over and not giving a fuck about the people who don't matter.
life is about the one guy who shows you love isn't all about heartaches and broken dreams,
life is about waking up in his arms after the two of you were yelling the top of your lungs at each other
the night before. life is about forgiveness, and pinky promises and never turning the other direction without
knowing the other is there.
But anyways I'm sitting here, typing this, listening to Dave Matthews Band and I can't stop thinking about you,
and how the two of us sound like the couple from The Notebook, and how your name sounds so comfortable
rolling off the tips of my tongue.
And by now, I'm starving for your attention. I would do anything for one taste of your lips, for you facial hair to scratch my neck.
I would do anything for one of your big hugs. I want to smell your cologne on you. I want to feel my hands rush through your
dark brown hair, I want this. I want us, I want this beginning to never be an ending. I want my future in you.
So tell me baby, what's me without you. what's life without all of it's mysteries,
what's life without the two of figuring out the passions of everything?
We took pictures in a trashed Burger King, just freezing together and being stupid.
I remember that I had to keep prying my eyes open,
and the back of my halter top kept coming undone. I wanted a warm bed, and I wanted you.