suck it.
hate you
im in a mood.
so hating him right now. blah blah blah dreams. whatev. he left me. so im angry. hes off having a good ole time and im left here to fend for myself. makes me want to sleep alllll the time, makes me want to melt that stupid ring down and sell it...makes me want to scream and yell....makes me want to ....to......to.... ::sigh::
makes me want to just cry.
i hate this. i hate everything about it. i hate that it makes me feel like im the one making all the sacrifices. i hate that it makes me hate him. and i worry.
i worry that i won't be able to get past the hate and the anger and the feeling of being abandoned when he gets back. i worry that after that "period of adjustment" i won't be able to make it work, that it won't be like it was before and that it will end even before its begun.
::SIGH::
bleh.
im in a mood.
so hating him right now. blah blah blah dreams. whatev. he left me. so im angry. hes off having a good ole time and im left here to fend for myself. makes me want to sleep alllll the time, makes me want to melt that stupid ring down and sell it...makes me want to scream and yell....makes me want to ....to......to.... ::sigh::
makes me want to just cry.
i hate this. i hate everything about it. i hate that it makes me feel like im the one making all the sacrifices. i hate that it makes me hate him. and i worry.
i worry that i won't be able to get past the hate and the anger and the feeling of being abandoned when he gets back. i worry that after that "period of adjustment" i won't be able to make it work, that it won't be like it was before and that it will end even before its begun.
::SIGH::
bleh.