suckage
so according to my therapist, whom i adore, women are more hardwired to give up their dreams in order to have relationships....family, children, husband, etc... and men have that innate desire to "go out and hunt the bison" (direct therapist quote)...whatever.... it still hurts that he left me. and blah blah didn't "leave me" yeah whatev, it feels like ive been abandoned -so there.
Also today i set some goals for myself....
1 get more organized
2 work out the anger issue
3 get a more fit bod
in order to do that though, i have to wait for my grief period to end and my soul to begin to heal, and then i will be able to move forward.....::sigh::
he must be very secure in our love to leave me for so long....which thrills me and depresses me all at the same time.
::sigh::
Also today i set some goals for myself....
1 get more organized
2 work out the anger issue
3 get a more fit bod
in order to do that though, i have to wait for my grief period to end and my soul to begin to heal, and then i will be able to move forward.....::sigh::
he must be very secure in our love to leave me for so long....which thrills me and depresses me all at the same time.
::sigh::