bloodtears....
....as I watch you leave my chamber, I felt cold within my cold heart, for a long time I watch the french door, hoping.. then after a while the pain in my stomach.. the hunger .. I must hunt... I got dressed and walk into the night.. feeling nothing.. seeing nothing.. my mind only thinking about my love... I did feed but did not even taste the blood as it poor into me... just the beast calming down.. yet this cold within remain... As a shadow I roam the streets, blood tears coming from the emptiness of my cold heart...
"My tears are the blood of others", I whimpered into the night.. as I felt your presence... up... I raise my face to the sky... I saw you flying high... I could not let you see the tears... Running fast... as fast as my power let me... Hide within the shadows, I return to the sanctuary of my Chamber...
Hating myself for feeling this... tormented... I toss my clothes in a pile on the floor not even looking at it... a shower, to wash the kill and the tears away... Then, still wet, not even bothering to dress I throw myself upon my bed... grabbing my beloved white teddy bear, tainted with blood tears, I role in a small ball...white hair hiding my face... and drift into the peace of sleep.
Dreaming....
"My tears are the blood of others", I whimpered into the night.. as I felt your presence... up... I raise my face to the sky... I saw you flying high... I could not let you see the tears... Running fast... as fast as my power let me... Hide within the shadows, I return to the sanctuary of my Chamber...
Hating myself for feeling this... tormented... I toss my clothes in a pile on the floor not even looking at it... a shower, to wash the kill and the tears away... Then, still wet, not even bothering to dress I throw myself upon my bed... grabbing my beloved white teddy bear, tainted with blood tears, I role in a small ball...white hair hiding my face... and drift into the peace of sleep.
Dreaming....