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I talked to Plastik last night. I hadn't spoken to him for a long time. He called me last June, but I never called him back. I wrote his number down though, so when he called yesterday I compared the numbers so I knew it was him. He called my parents house and my mom gave me the message. He was really sweet...but I don't trust him. He said something along the lines of "sometimes I think of you...and I know that you just thought I was a horny jackass. I dunno...you were always too deep for me." All these girls thought he was soo hot, so when he tried to hook up with me I kindly demonstrated that I was not like all the other girls. I was really mean to him. A short time after I met him, me, him and my friend Teal were hanging out in his bedroom. I left the room and they started making out. When I came back in he stood up, walked over to me, and tried to kiss me. I slowly put my hands around his neck and sunk in my nails. He stepped back, and then tried it again! And I again I clawed at him. I believe I drew blood, and, hopefully, some permanent scars. I was proud of myself, he was hot. I could have easily kissed him, but I prefer to not be a skanky hoe. Nevertheless after that we did hang out a lot. It was summer school before my sophomore year, before his senior year. In some ways I hated him. I might have liked him on some levels, or maybe I just liked the attention. At some point we kinda lost touch and he dated my friend Sirena. They dated for a couple years. So I saw him from time to time. She was in love with him, or as much as a teenager can be in love. She said she loved the smell of his cologne. I remember times when i would get home and I could smell his cologne that had rubbed off on my body and it made me sick. Or when he left and my bed would smell like him. But Sirena loved that. At one point they asked me if I wanted to be a threesome. I told Sirena that I liked her enough to do that, but not Plastik, so I declined. One time he stole $100 from me. He stupidly told my friends, and of course they told me. He said it was just a joke and that he would have given it back to me, but I don't know. That's a major reason why I don't trust him. And he called Trisha and Jazmine "preppy sluts." It's funny that he calls me like this, after not seeing each other for so long.