I haven't slept in over 40 hours. Everything that was odd became frightening, like a . The past 24 hours mark, I hope, the peak of all the trouble looming just outside our doors. The whole experience made me, and I know I'm not alone here, feel violated at a spiritual level. I just wish it didn't have to end in such an awful way, like if I had
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I sit here
sprawled out in an easy chair made for someone
with a really big ass
I have an empty glass at my feet
and a Lucky Strike in my left hand
I bring it to my mouth
I suck it in
I can feel the smoke in my lungs
I breathe out
a wave of white emeges
I repeat the procedure
and achieve the same results
I try to watch the TV
But there is a fog separating us
Swirl, thousands of swirls
Like a Van Gogh painting
I can't tell if it's beautiful
or really pathetic
Eventually it evens out
It makes a steady haze
I wave my hand
it dissappears
And I light another cigarette
And sprawl out on the easy chair
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