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[belleforbass]

Alots changed over the last 3 years.
You wouldn't recognise me.
I'm less negative which is amazing.
But I'm more critical.
I want to drop 15 kilos before December.
I'm changing my hair colour again!
I'm so much less who you knew.
But I've also grown up alot.
I kicked the shit out of my life.
I abused my life, I took it for granted.
For so long I can say I was an empty person.
I held no responsibility for who I was, for what I did, how I acted.
I was a child, for a long time.
Then for years after I 'grew up' I never grew, I masked my pain and flaws.
Its taken me 3 years.
In those 3 years I've grown into a woman.
In those 3 years I've gotten jobs, I've worked my arse off I've saved money.
I've gotten tattoo's, I've grown on the inside and out.
I've learn't life lessons.
I didn't speak to my mother for nearly a year.
I re-built a relationship with my father.
I lost my brother, and gained him again.
I lost a friend, but am truely fine with it.
I've made new friends who became so much a part of my family its not funny.
I've gained a fiance.
I've gained life.
In 3 years I grew.