I'm awake...

[bellefille4eva]

I'm awake
Wondering how much more I can take

This time I'll burn the paper that
I have already memorized

I'm awake
Wondering how much more of my heart you can break

This time I'll break the pen that
I have already used up

I'm awake
Wondering how much more I can drink

This time I'll finish the bottle that
I have already hidden so well.

I'm awake wondering why this time I haven't already seen my mistake....