**giggles**
so live journal magically fixed itself- i can now see the current days posts. good- i ws beginning to think i was talking to myself.
basically, this pst week, i havent gotten much sleep- im exhausted- but in a good way. most of my time is spent talking or hanging out with dave. he really is such an awesome guy. like i said, i cant even begin to tell you what we talk about- the conversations are just so natural.
so, let me see what i can tell you guys- what would you like to know?
basics- he's 28, works for new york life insurance in parsippany, lives about 30 minutes away, is italian and jewish (although he isnt practicing- he was never bar mitzvah-ed?- his dad is catholic- celebrates both- he's one of those), he still lives at home with his parents who are still together (good sign) and he has an older sister and a niece and a newphew. he is 5'9, brown hair, brown eye, and he is stocky- broad shoulders- but i wouldnt classify him as fat- i think he's a bit self conscious aabout his weight- but whatever- really it doesnt matter- he is such a nice guy!
personality- he's sweet, friendly, funny- he cracks me up, i think our personalities are very similar, he seems like he's a bit on the romantic side and knows how to treat a girl- which is definately a good thing! he is constantly complimenting me
dates- both dates we've had have been really good- we stay out late- talking (and a little bit of smooching- nothing else!)- we're hanging out again on monday- apparently im meeting his parents his mom is making dinner- talk about nerves! i felt my stomach go up to my throat when he asked me that- i said i would go though- ive never officially met anyone's parents before- i mean, besides robbie and chris'- the only real relationships ive had- so i guess this is a good thing too
serious conversations- we spoke about my issue (you know the whole virgin thing) i didnt bring it up- he did- he really hasnt been with a lot of people and i think he was nervous that maybe i had more experience than he did- even though he sid he didnt think i was the type of girl who slept around- well, little did he know that i havent had any partners **giggles** i wasnt planning on telling him so soon though- he caught me off guard- things were going so well and i didnt want to put up that wall that i always put up once i guys find that out about me- usually when i tell a guy that- they tend to leave so i usually am really tense and defensive about it- its weird though- i asked him if i was acting any different and he said no- do you think you are- so i guess thats a good thing- that means the wall isnt there- and he keeps calling and im meeting his parents- so maybe, he really doesnt worry about it! what a relief....
ps. ive noticed my punctuation and capitalization arent up to par but this isnt formal writing so its ok
so lets see- whats next? oh yes- comments he has made
he said he had a lot to think about this weekend- so of course i get nervous and think- o.o its the sex thing- this is going to be an issue- but he tells me that he has to think about what he wants because he had vowed to himself that he wasnt going to get involved in a relationship before next year- he didnt want to have to worry about anything so soon, especially around the holidays- but sometimes things happen when you least expect it and he just needs to think about things. the next day he asked me for dinner on monday- so i guess he's thinking good things. who knows
so now- girls we need to overanalyze this situation- what does this mean? i think i know what it means but i need other opinions- also, do i have to get him a xmas/ birthday present now? (his birthday is in january? i need guidance! lol
basically, this pst week, i havent gotten much sleep- im exhausted- but in a good way. most of my time is spent talking or hanging out with dave. he really is such an awesome guy. like i said, i cant even begin to tell you what we talk about- the conversations are just so natural.
so, let me see what i can tell you guys- what would you like to know?
basics- he's 28, works for new york life insurance in parsippany, lives about 30 minutes away, is italian and jewish (although he isnt practicing- he was never bar mitzvah-ed?- his dad is catholic- celebrates both- he's one of those), he still lives at home with his parents who are still together (good sign) and he has an older sister and a niece and a newphew. he is 5'9, brown hair, brown eye, and he is stocky- broad shoulders- but i wouldnt classify him as fat- i think he's a bit self conscious aabout his weight- but whatever- really it doesnt matter- he is such a nice guy!
personality- he's sweet, friendly, funny- he cracks me up, i think our personalities are very similar, he seems like he's a bit on the romantic side and knows how to treat a girl- which is definately a good thing! he is constantly complimenting me
dates- both dates we've had have been really good- we stay out late- talking (and a little bit of smooching- nothing else!)- we're hanging out again on monday- apparently im meeting his parents his mom is making dinner- talk about nerves! i felt my stomach go up to my throat when he asked me that- i said i would go though- ive never officially met anyone's parents before- i mean, besides robbie and chris'- the only real relationships ive had- so i guess this is a good thing too
serious conversations- we spoke about my issue (you know the whole virgin thing) i didnt bring it up- he did- he really hasnt been with a lot of people and i think he was nervous that maybe i had more experience than he did- even though he sid he didnt think i was the type of girl who slept around- well, little did he know that i havent had any partners **giggles** i wasnt planning on telling him so soon though- he caught me off guard- things were going so well and i didnt want to put up that wall that i always put up once i guys find that out about me- usually when i tell a guy that- they tend to leave so i usually am really tense and defensive about it- its weird though- i asked him if i was acting any different and he said no- do you think you are- so i guess thats a good thing- that means the wall isnt there- and he keeps calling and im meeting his parents- so maybe, he really doesnt worry about it! what a relief....
ps. ive noticed my punctuation and capitalization arent up to par but this isnt formal writing so its ok
so lets see- whats next? oh yes- comments he has made
he said he had a lot to think about this weekend- so of course i get nervous and think- o.o its the sex thing- this is going to be an issue- but he tells me that he has to think about what he wants because he had vowed to himself that he wasnt going to get involved in a relationship before next year- he didnt want to have to worry about anything so soon, especially around the holidays- but sometimes things happen when you least expect it and he just needs to think about things. the next day he asked me for dinner on monday- so i guess he's thinking good things. who knows
so now- girls we need to overanalyze this situation- what does this mean? i think i know what it means but i need other opinions- also, do i have to get him a xmas/ birthday present now? (his birthday is in january? i need guidance! lol