Nov 28, 2005 10:35
It is 10:39 am and I am working and as I sit here waiting for the phone to ring, I can't stop thinking. I am thinking about houses, and babies, friends, and work. Christmas is comming and I don't even know if my husbands familly will be able to have one together or not. Adam's father is in the CCU at Dartmouth with a heart disection among many other problems and so we have basically been living in the hospital over the past two weeks. He is due for surgey tomorrow so I will say my prayers tonight. Yesterday my nephew Alex (Lisa's) was baptised at St. Marry's and that was nice! Adam and I started our first round of Clomid (fertility meds) this month but no luck. Adam will now get "tested" lol and then we up the dossage of the drugs... Growing up I never would have imagined that I would have this much trouble having a baby.. But God will do what he knows he has to do!