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You know, I'm not sure why I'm posting this, other than to just try to get it off my chest. I've been turning it over and over again in my head and well...
I screwed up. I made the wrong decision. But, unlike what others might think, I made it years ago, not weeks/months ago. I regret it, but I'm going to stand by my decision because otherwise it just wouldn't be fair to anyone else. So I won't say a peep more than this. There. Done.
That's partially what these journals are for, right?
Other than that, I'm still in socal, up visiting my dad right now. Spent most of today chatting with him. I miss him a lot. But I just don't feel right down here. Trying to get him to move to the bay area, but it'll be awhile before that happens.
I'll be back in the bay area next Monday/Tuesday? Somethin' like that...
I really need to fix my sleeping schedule.
Happy New Year everyone.
I screwed up. I made the wrong decision. But, unlike what others might think, I made it years ago, not weeks/months ago. I regret it, but I'm going to stand by my decision because otherwise it just wouldn't be fair to anyone else. So I won't say a peep more than this. There. Done.
That's partially what these journals are for, right?
Other than that, I'm still in socal, up visiting my dad right now. Spent most of today chatting with him. I miss him a lot. But I just don't feel right down here. Trying to get him to move to the bay area, but it'll be awhile before that happens.
I'll be back in the bay area next Monday/Tuesday? Somethin' like that...
I really need to fix my sleeping schedule.
Happy New Year everyone.