Sara came over. Finally she comes to see me and Sebastian...honestly
she took long enough. I didnt get to see much of her or any of my other
girls since my belly sprouted out more, preventing me from partying.
Meaning they all kept at it while I sat at home. Why am I friends with
these people?
Jimmy told me he wanted to come over to Hawaii with us. I surprised
everyone that thought I no longer had a backbone by telling him no. I
said he could come to Hawaii just like he could go anywhere he
wanted...but he couldn't come to be with me/his son. I told him that we
could do it all the easy way..where he just lets me go or I would take
him into court and make it official that he was out of the picture. I
love him...But I know he'll never change. He's just like me, and I know
I won't change either. We'll always make up because we'll always
fight/cheat. My child doesn't need to grow up around that drama. Jimmy
is getting attatched to Sebastian so he was hurt when I told him all of
that...but I told him before, just not so firmly. He says he won't try
to get custody of Sebastian or anything insanely stupid like
that...that we all can just go. I hope he's being truthful. I'm not
worried about what the legal outcome would be....I would bury him, I
just don't want to have to deal with that. Court sucks. This is coming
from a child who's father went against her mother for custody. Court's
a pain in the ass.
01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things
03. I'm the youngest child. (I'm the only)
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my earrings
06. I wear black eyeliner
07. I love daiquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I get annoyed easily
16. I eventually want kids. (I have my baby already)
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi
20. I am a person.
21. I love earrings
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate people who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen Shes all That at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I am the hottest bachelor.
40. I have a lot drama.
41. No one knows the full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I always fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I loved the show 'Rich Girls'
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant stupid people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't/didn't study for tests.
68. I love playdoh.
69. I am too forgiving sometimes.
70. I have a good sense of direction. (when in doubt, go left. seriously)
71. I love(d) high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love nail polish
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is awesome
84. I have more than one crush
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I love you. (all of you)
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. Overall, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.