Jan 31, 2008 15:32
What do you do when the person that you are in love with and have given your life to doesn't return the favor?
I have lost all of my friends because of him. I have lost all of my independence because of him. I have pretty much lost myself because of him. My gain in all of that was supposed to be him but I guess I am now at a loss of that, too.
Maybe everyone was right. We are too young. We don't know anything. We won't know until we're older. The odds are against us.
I just want someone to love me no matter what.
Sorry that this was such a depressing post. I am just venting. That's what livejournal is for.
School is kicking my behind right now. Physics, Calculus 3 and Chemistry on the same day. But I am getting through it.
My family is going to be at a resort over here in the Hill Country which is only like 26 minutes from school. I am excited to see them and to have a fun and relaxing weekend.
Tell me a joke and I will laugh and feel better.