Apr 28, 2012 10:39
Sometimes, I feel as if I'm living in a dream world...
As if I'm going to wake up and all that has happened, good and bad, will just cease to be.
Every time I look at myself or feel my stomach, it's hard to believe I'm just under 27 weeks pregnant.
Even when I feel my son kicking and dancing around in my stomach, it still feels too good to be real.
It's so thrilling.
I never thought I'd want children.
Hell, I didn't even really care too much about marriage-despite being engaged to my ex.
It astonishes me every time I think about my life and the incredible love I've found.
He's really opened my eyes to what real love means, to what family really means.
This isn't just my son, he's our son.
I hope the next three months pass by rather quickly; I long to meet this little boy and hold him in my arms.