Here's to the New Year
2011 was a rather eventful year.
I fell in love.
I broke a loveless engagement.
I had my life threatened.
I fell even more in love than I thought possible.
I left my job of 3 years and moved to California.
I found out I was going to be a mother...
Now, because of a lying, senile, old hag, I get to start the New Year living apart from my love at the time I need him the most.
Luckily, it will only be for a few months...he's got a decent job as a store manager now but has a job offer making twice as much as a sort of b2b/sales consultant for Monster Cables. If he lands the Monster job, we'll be able to get a house and have a nursery set up for the baby.
I just have to be strong and keep in mind that everything we have to go through is for our baby now. We are creating a future for him/her.
It's so hard being without someone when you've spent almost every moment of the past year with them.
But I can do this...I can be strong. I've had to be stronger in the past, there's no reason I can't do this now.