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An unexpected SMS came by today. It's too late to apologize.
You've made me lost a person that is so important to me. The one person who has always been there for me.
I hate how you have made me feel guilty that the one time he has ever needed me, I was not there for him. You know how fragile he can be, but you chose to hurt him time and time again.
I hate that each time things between you guys were not going well, you would run to Perry and you know that is the one thing that pisses him off.
I hate how your actions made me say to him "One day this girl will be the death of you" and it turned out to be right.
I hate how you have made me detest and resent him for what he has done. For leaving without saying goodbye. For being so selfish. I don't wanna hate him. I don't wanna be angry at him anymore for he has done so much for me. But I can't help it and it's tearing me inside.
But most of all, I hate that he is never coming back again. That I will never hear his laughter. That I will never see him or touch him or see him dance again. My bright spark is gone. He left me and now there is an Ishi-shaped hole in my heart....
Hence, it is too late to apologize.
You've made me lost a person that is so important to me. The one person who has always been there for me.
I hate how you have made me feel guilty that the one time he has ever needed me, I was not there for him. You know how fragile he can be, but you chose to hurt him time and time again.
I hate that each time things between you guys were not going well, you would run to Perry and you know that is the one thing that pisses him off.
I hate how your actions made me say to him "One day this girl will be the death of you" and it turned out to be right.
I hate how you have made me detest and resent him for what he has done. For leaving without saying goodbye. For being so selfish. I don't wanna hate him. I don't wanna be angry at him anymore for he has done so much for me. But I can't help it and it's tearing me inside.
But most of all, I hate that he is never coming back again. That I will never hear his laughter. That I will never see him or touch him or see him dance again. My bright spark is gone. He left me and now there is an Ishi-shaped hole in my heart....
Hence, it is too late to apologize.