Dec 05, 2004 00:59
I have talked to the people that matter and I have decided that it is best to remain friends with them. Moving too fast in this new relationship could prove to be seriously detrimental. Things are moving along nicely with this friendship though, and I must say that the view looks pretty good from where I'm standing. Hopefully things will stay this way and I won't be disappointed yet again. I feel really selfish right now and I know it is not well warranted. I am just fed up with pleasing everyone. Patrick is really the only exception to that rule and that is only because I know he will love me and be my friend through everything. Well, there isn't much else to say except that I am hoping for the best and waiting for whatever the future throws me. Goodnight all.