Sep 10, 2008 16:00
We spent some time
Together walking
Spent some time just talking
About who we were
You held my hand so
Very tightly
And told me what we
Could be dreaming of
There's nothing like you and i
We spent some time
Together drinking
Spent some time just thinking
About days of joy
As our hearts started
Beating faster
I recalled your laughter
From long ago
There's nothing like you and i
We spent some time
Together crying
Spent some time just trying
To let each other go
I held your hand so
Very tightly
And told you what I would be
Dreaming of
There's nothing like you and i
So why do I even try?
There's nothing like you and i
That's a song by the perishers. i love it. it was on greek but i forgot about it until john garrett played it in the car yesterday.
So i went to the doctor, and my mom asked me why i went to the doctor, and i told her not to worry about it bc i didn't want to tell her. she goes "do you want to get on the pill?" hahahahahaha
yes mom, i want to get on the pill NOW. since i'm newly single, it would be a great time for me to get on the pill so i won't get pregnant from all the sex i'm planning on having. nothing like finishing off my college career being a skank.
but anyways...
I've gotten this urge in the past few weeks to rekindle all my high school friendships. My first 2 years of college I tried to forget high school, but now I'm remembering the good stuff, and I miss it so much. I miss Amanda and I miss Nicole, and I even miss Lauren, I just don't know I could be friends with her again. I miss going to the football games every friday night with nicole. i miss knowing there was always going to be something fun going on at amandas. i miss all my old guy friends... cesar and brad :( i want to see everyone again. we should have a 3 year high school reunion haha.
i'm really really glad we're friends again. i don't know if you realize how comforting it is to talk to you. there's not a whole lot of people i feel comfortable calling or talking to when i'm upset, but you can calm me down really easily, and i don't know think you realize how it important that's been for me these past couple of weeks. so thank you.
ahhh boys are so confusing. not really, i think i'm just confused about boys.
so yesterday i felt pretty loved. i didn't leave my apt much b/c i was on the phone w/ different people for over 3 hours yesterday, but it was really good conversations.
well.....
i'll leave this on an unusually good note.
love,
rachel