May 11, 2008 01:17
So I feel really good about us. Really really good. Knock on wood.
I'm past it. I think I got it out. I don't know. I heard "Take My Breath Away" on the radio, and that used to be your ringtone. I didn't get the sick feeling. Definitely good sign. I think I created in my head "us" as something that we never really were. I don't know. I'm sick of talking about you.
He really is great. This past week was amazing, and cleared up a lot of things for me. I didn't think I was gonna cry when I said goodbye, but I did. A lot. That has to mean something. I do love you. I miss you. I'm gonna miss seeing you everyday. Oh well, we need to know we can make it through a summer.
Grad school... I gotta start thinking.
Today was a good day. Things are good.