no woman no cry
yeah i just got back and you know what? i would give anything to have stayed there forever. fuck electricity it's an eccentricity that clouds your mind and takes away from your life (like right now i should be unpacking and cleaning my room). i have changed and i can feel it in my room. i feel diconnected from whoever USED to live here. no i'm not that person anymore and i never will be but is that honestly a bad thing? i hardly think so. my values have been realligned and i now respect people from texas. people with eating disorders aren't ALWAYS completely insane because sometimes they don't let ANYONE not even their husbands see that side of them. if there were one thing i would change about my trip it would be that last night i spent with Sol. i'm not mad at myself because it's such a trivial thing. boys. but he wasn't a boy he's a man and i'm not a girl....anymore. i couldn't see the future before but i can see it now. they helped me to see it. i know what i want and what i don't. i'm clear and i will always be thankful to them for that gift.