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1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
go to college, allow myself to be intelligent, be mature, not be as crazy, have morals (the list could go on and on)
2. Did you keep your New Years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don't believe in new year's resolutions like i don't believe in christmas. you shouldn't have to have a national holiday to make your life better with a resolution just like you shouldn't have to have a holiday so you can show those you care about how much you care with money.
5. What countries did you visit?
france (i'm leaving in half an hour!), Belize, Canada,
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
not be crazy in certain situations which really means having it be ok to not be in complete control.
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory and why?
my graduation. i didn't cry, i got to walk with one of the few people who will know me that thouroughly because they care. so i didn't lose my virginity to him lol i got to walk with him at graduation. it was so fucking hot in the church we were all dying. i got a panic attack on stage. the after party sucked. my father made my entire family hate me. my brother threatened to basically stop being my brother and i've never forgiven my father for it.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
winning an award from scholastic and maturing a helluva lot, getting into bard, having awesome friends there etc etc
9. What was your biggest failure?
not sticking to my instincts in one situation
11. What was the best thing you bought?
christmas presents for my friends
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
josh's although he doesn't know it.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
mad people. my father, my friends, basically everyone. not so much depressed me but appalled me. but that's what happens when you have impossible standards for people.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
ummmm college?
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
what a question! of course i'm happier. that's what happens when you erase all negative energy from your life and accept things as they are instead of constantly trying to change them. last time this year Joel was here and i had recently been scared by preston's "christmas present" as he calls it.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
thinking
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
obsessing
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
did i? not really.
23. How many one night stands?
my life before college was strictly one night stands (i'm reversed from the norm)
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i don't hate very many people. only one in fact. and unfortunately he is a part of me no matter how much i try to deny it.
26. What was the best book you read?
Truth and Beauty
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
loving emo to it's fullest and giving up on trying to deny that i listen toit or that i am emo.
29. What did you want and not get?
stability
31. What did you do on your birthday?
omg best birthday ever!! i went and got my lip pierced with adj and ali! and got stuck in the rain when the car ran out of gas on a road by school. noah had to come and drive us to the gas station in his rugby gear, a trick bike and his skateboard in the back. we ate at the white rabbit with the hot guy david that works there. didn't get back until after nine when we had set out at three. amazing
32. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
nothing would have made it more satisfying. it was satisfying.
34. What kept you sane?
all the things josh said to me started making sense subconciously
37. Who did you miss?
no one. i have learned not to be attached to things.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
everything is choice, and you can't change everything
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
i'll do this later since the car is almost here! shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit I HATE FLYING!!!
go to college, allow myself to be intelligent, be mature, not be as crazy, have morals (the list could go on and on)
2. Did you keep your New Years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don't believe in new year's resolutions like i don't believe in christmas. you shouldn't have to have a national holiday to make your life better with a resolution just like you shouldn't have to have a holiday so you can show those you care about how much you care with money.
5. What countries did you visit?
france (i'm leaving in half an hour!), Belize, Canada,
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
not be crazy in certain situations which really means having it be ok to not be in complete control.
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory and why?
my graduation. i didn't cry, i got to walk with one of the few people who will know me that thouroughly because they care. so i didn't lose my virginity to him lol i got to walk with him at graduation. it was so fucking hot in the church we were all dying. i got a panic attack on stage. the after party sucked. my father made my entire family hate me. my brother threatened to basically stop being my brother and i've never forgiven my father for it.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
winning an award from scholastic and maturing a helluva lot, getting into bard, having awesome friends there etc etc
9. What was your biggest failure?
not sticking to my instincts in one situation
11. What was the best thing you bought?
christmas presents for my friends
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
josh's although he doesn't know it.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
mad people. my father, my friends, basically everyone. not so much depressed me but appalled me. but that's what happens when you have impossible standards for people.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
ummmm college?
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
what a question! of course i'm happier. that's what happens when you erase all negative energy from your life and accept things as they are instead of constantly trying to change them. last time this year Joel was here and i had recently been scared by preston's "christmas present" as he calls it.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
thinking
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
obsessing
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
did i? not really.
23. How many one night stands?
my life before college was strictly one night stands (i'm reversed from the norm)
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i don't hate very many people. only one in fact. and unfortunately he is a part of me no matter how much i try to deny it.
26. What was the best book you read?
Truth and Beauty
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
loving emo to it's fullest and giving up on trying to deny that i listen toit or that i am emo.
29. What did you want and not get?
stability
31. What did you do on your birthday?
omg best birthday ever!! i went and got my lip pierced with adj and ali! and got stuck in the rain when the car ran out of gas on a road by school. noah had to come and drive us to the gas station in his rugby gear, a trick bike and his skateboard in the back. we ate at the white rabbit with the hot guy david that works there. didn't get back until after nine when we had set out at three. amazing
32. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
nothing would have made it more satisfying. it was satisfying.
34. What kept you sane?
all the things josh said to me started making sense subconciously
37. Who did you miss?
no one. i have learned not to be attached to things.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
everything is choice, and you can't change everything
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
i'll do this later since the car is almost here! shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit I HATE FLYING!!!