my guy
i reacnetly have fallen for a sophmore named billy. last night was our first date and i felt soo comfortable in his arms! i was thinking back to all the guys i had dated and not one except tom, had i ever felt that comfort for. but let me fill everyone in on the past. when i moved to oxford i was still dating tom lindsay. my first love, the one person that i flet comfortable with telling anything to. he ended our relationship because i had moved far away and thought it would be best. that was one of the hardest thing for me. i still had feeling for him even though his were not as strong. so when homecoming came ryan hennessey asked me to go with him. i had a wonderful time and i thought i like to do it again. but just a date no relationship. so when he thought i was his girlfriend i had to quickly inform him that wasn't what i wanted. i didn'y want to jump into something that could hurt me as bad as my relationship with tom did. next came the "bomb" i had three guys that wanted to go out with me, justin donanldson, artie astle, and brad fravor. i went out with brad on a date and he knew it and he was very sweet. i got to meet his wonderful grandmother and learned how to play gin rummy, but i knew he wasn't someone i could like romantically. with justin he wanted a girlfriend not dating so i tried it for a week, i couldn't handle the pressure so i broke up with him when he was joking with me about being a bitch. i broke his heart and i am truely sorry for it because he is a wonderful guy. next artie, a great person and friend. but after awhile talking to him i noticed that i didn't like the way our realtionship was going. we talked about sex all the time. and i went to a dance with him and i didn't feel comfortable with him. sure he is built and i feel secure with him but mot comfortable. so for awhile i didn't date. then prom came ryan hennessey thought that i was going with him but i had promised my friend i would take her so she could dance with this guy she liked jeremy.