Apr 01, 2003 22:36
~It's late in the evenin, she's wondering what clothes to wear~she puts on her makeup and brushes her long blonde hair~and then she asks me "Do I look all right?"~and I say "Yes you look wonderful tonight."~we go to a party and everyone turns to see~this beautiful lady that's walkin around with me~and then she asks me "Do you feel all right?"~and I say "Yes I feel wonderful tonight."~I feel wonderful because I see~the love light in your eyes~and the wonder of it all~is that you just don't realize how much I love you. ~it's time to go home now~ and I've got an aching head~so I give her the car keys~and she helps me to bed~and then I tell her as I turn out the light~I say "My darling, you were wonderful tonight, Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight"~
[i love that song... beyong belief]
Today was like another monday... I was soo tired and just not in the mood for anything really. Just "one of those days" *yuk* ... and to top it off... we had PSSAs all morning... wo freakin' hoo... lol, ends up we didn't get our breakfast on time... so we had tests from 1st til 6th period... testing sucked, we did all math today because of the time mess up... the highlights of the morning were getting attacked by ants during my test and heather and i dieing of laughter and still trying to make it so no one saw... and then everyone freaking out bc a centipede was running around the floor during the test... hey, athens has this massive bug and rodent problem... what can i say... i hate the place.
After testing, classes were all messed up because of the missed lunch period... either way Welch wasn't here so we did nothing in Chem; I made up an English quiz in 8th, watched people swim in 9th and laugh because the girls kept loosing in volleyball... then trig was switched to the last period [i wont even try to explain that one] and i interviewed kelly (while doing my math) for my speech on Thursday! and That my friends... and non-friends lol, was my day at school [awesome, right?!]
yeah, then i get out of school... go to my car and the little bitch wouldn't start... my car is evil it's almost even with guys and that's a *yo* lol... grr, so anyways after a few tries the stupid thing started... i got so pissed off, then i get home and tell my mom about it and she's like "whatever, we aren't doing anything about it until it DIES completely..." i just about flipped there... i'm like o m f g .. i don't want it to just die, but whatever it just really pissed me off, i never thought i'd get all hyped up about my car or any for that matter, but i guess things change when they make up half of your life and what you do.
Then [my mom was just not on my good side earlier] she starts bitching about me not having a job out of NO WHERE... and how i NEVER do ANYTHING around the house, and it really pisses me off bc i do a lot more than i use to and no one notices and gr! anyways, my dad is goin to be setting up a little consection stand thing with stuff like we use to have at our restraunt this summer, and well she thinks i should get a job there... i have no problem with that and i'm like fine, whatever really... i need money and i always said if he still had the business that i would want to do something for money. well then i'm like where would it be and she's like oh well either by Rosh's or in Elmira, and I just was like eh I don't wnat to go to Elmira that would be stupid... and she Flipped on me again bc i wouldnt go to elmira to work and i flipped out... bc what would be the use... my dad is a cheap basterd and the money i would make going all the way up to elmira would probably barely pay for the gas money let alone be any profit towards me... *argh* whatever...
Anyways, on a different note... why has everyone been going tanning lately... is this the new "thing" anymore. I see anyone from my best friends to other people just going. I mean, what is the point... summer is in a few months [don't pay attention to the weather or let it fool you]... it's like the new in thing for a ticket to faster death... "oh, please let me bake in a man made oven so i can turn crispy brown or red and in a few years bitch because i have 10 different cancers" ... seriously, what is the use... and as much as you'd LIKE to think you look beautiful and so sexy all tan... you look fake and sometimes orange... but hey, it's not my body... if you'd like to kill yourself faster, look fake, and bake for hours a week ... you go for it... i'll stick to the natural sunlight... even if it is unhealthy, it's got to be better than tanning booths!
just watched the last Real World Los Vegas show, it was so sad... I actually liked all of them, next season will probably suck.
ah - back to studying for GERMAN