once again, this isn't coming out right. but it will have to do
i look back at life the past year
and i can't help but become very sad
things in my life are amazing right now
i have an amazing boy
i am closer with my family
i am doing well in school
i have a great education ahead of me
i am planning and planning and planning
yet i am sad
this year has been harder on me than i realized
maybe it came with your realization (though i am not sure)
yes it's all over
but i've never hurt as badly
being without you was the worst thing i have ever felt
i have never felt so alone, both relationship wise and friendship wise
i have never felt so empty
i have never felt so completely numb
and that's just not me
and despite the fact that i needed to change things around (and did)
sometimes i miss it, or perhaps i just miss the few moments (people) that helped me get through it
and i can't help but become very sad
things in my life are amazing right now
i have an amazing boy
i am closer with my family
i am doing well in school
i have a great education ahead of me
i am planning and planning and planning
yet i am sad
this year has been harder on me than i realized
maybe it came with your realization (though i am not sure)
yes it's all over
but i've never hurt as badly
being without you was the worst thing i have ever felt
i have never felt so alone, both relationship wise and friendship wise
i have never felt so empty
i have never felt so completely numb
and that's just not me
and despite the fact that i needed to change things around (and did)
sometimes i miss it, or perhaps i just miss the few moments (people) that helped me get through it