so it's been a year....
Things that have changed:
*thought I was happily married-- found out I wasn't.
*lost the desire to eat-- that's a good thing
*restricting is very easy now
*caught myself in old habits-- purged yesterday and today
*have lost 15 lbs in past month
*current weight 128 lbs today
*am exercising again-- got an elliptical and mini trampoline, also meet twice a week with friend to go walking/running
*am seeing a new guy
*starting a new job next month
*live by myself now so it's very easy to not eat
Ultimately I realize that whenever shit goes to hell in my life, I stop eating to regain control. How fucked up is that?
*thought I was happily married-- found out I wasn't.
*lost the desire to eat-- that's a good thing
*restricting is very easy now
*caught myself in old habits-- purged yesterday and today
*have lost 15 lbs in past month
*current weight 128 lbs today
*am exercising again-- got an elliptical and mini trampoline, also meet twice a week with friend to go walking/running
*am seeing a new guy
*starting a new job next month
*live by myself now so it's very easy to not eat
Ultimately I realize that whenever shit goes to hell in my life, I stop eating to regain control. How fucked up is that?