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So yeah, another few days goes by. I am actually holding up well considering the fact that I have to constantly remind myself that I shouldn't go on hoping that we'd start talking again, because he obviously doesn't want to. Every single day, I have to show everyone I'm okay, and I'm doing a pretty good job of ignoring these little tugs in my heart that tells me that this hurts so much, I should just break down and let my emotions get me. But I will not. It's been a long run to get to where I'm at now, and I don't want to be on the same position I was a few months back. I need to take this love and make it my own, even if the other party doesn't feel the same way anymore.
I've moved on from the pain, I need to do the next step.
I've moved on from the pain, I need to do the next step.