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Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 6

May 06, 2011 11:04

Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 6
Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:3,464
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. This took me ( Read more... )

glee, blaine/kurt

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bellax_xmuerte May 6 2011, 12:52:23 UTC

*hands tissue*
I'm sorry but thanks for the comment, bb. <3
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fara1903 May 6 2011, 12:57:30 UTC

OMG! Kurt has to do something! Don't keep it a secret. He needs to tell Burt about what happened to Blaine so he can get help!

bellax_xmuerte May 6 2011, 14:42:29 UTC

If only life was that simple. Burt could help, a lot, but can Kurt go behind Blaine's back to ask him? Questions. <3

readfah_cwen May 6 2011, 15:05:52 UTC

I'm sitting there crying, and I reach the end and I want to copypasta everything I loved in this chapter only to realize I would be just putting the whole chapter in here. I could picture it all so clearly -- the cramped bathroom, Puck being exactly what Blaine needs (I loved Puck so much this chapter), Blaine hidden behind Puck, the Puck/Kurt standoff of sorts, Kurt and Blaine holding hands on the bathroom floor as Blaine confesses everything. There was this quiet, incredibly moving sadness to all the lines, and I remember thinking around Blaine's relief at having told Kurt that this is what good angst is like.

I will quote this though: "Kurt is handing me my courage back. I have to take it." I loved this line on so many levels, from the obvious courage = Blaine, to how Kurt just being there for him continues to empower him, to how Blaine feels this obligation to the world to be a stand-up guy. Completely perfect. Perfect chapter overall, you've done an amazing job. ♥

bellax_xmuerte May 6 2011, 19:34:10 UTC

Thank you so much, I never know what to say to you. I always feel like I could thank you better but I don't quite know how. :)
Your feedback is very encouraging; when I post a chapter I always wonder what you'll have to say. It's always so nice to read your thoughts on certain things, especially those things that I maybe wasn't too sure about myself.

I'm glad you mentioned quietness because when I imagined it the bathroom was almost so silent it hurt. It turns out I must be quite angsty because even when I write fluff in merges into angst. I think maybe Ijust like to explore raw emotions.

Kurt does empower him, so much. <3 They're kind of tragic, Blaine's obligations, they both hold him back and keep him going.

Thank you, lovely.
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readfah_cwen May 6 2011, 20:07:08 UTC

Oh haha, now you're flattering me! ♥ I'm glad my feedback helps in some way -- it's all inspired by your lovely fic!

bellax_xmuerte May 6 2011, 20:23:08 UTC

Ahhhh, this could turn into a full blown love-fest! haha

<3

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smooshysushi May 6 2011, 15:23:02 UTC

I really, really love the characters in this story. You write them so well, so in character, and everything is so realistic and easily pictured. I adore it. And I can so clearly feel Blaine's helplessness, it made me cry. Seriously, every chapter of this story I end up in tears.

bellax_xmuerte May 6 2011, 19:41:21 UTC

Thank you, I'm so happy to read that you like my characters. I'm especially glad that you think they're in character because at this point I constantly fear that I might wander off track. :)
I'm also glad you find this realistic because even though I have no idea how a situation like this would go down I like to think this is perfectly valid.
Aww, I don't mean to make you cry every single chapter! I swear. But thank you for caring so much. In fact, thanks for everything!
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kinlor May 6 2011, 17:15:50 UTC

It's very awkward to cry at work because 1) I shouldn't even be online 2) I'm crying at work and anyone could just come in my office. Oh God, why you gotta make me cry.

I don't think you understand how much I love your Puck. It kind of makes me cry a little harder, the way he is taking all of this and reacting, I don't see that a lot in fics. I love Blaine/Puck friendship. God, I love this fic.

bellax_xmuerte May 6 2011, 19:45:57 UTC

Haha! I'm sorry! My inner Blaine makes you cry, blame him! :)

I love my Puck too, he's an amazing person. Yeah, he's pretty fragile too he just knows how to handle things better than Blaine.

I'm also a lover of the Blaine/Puck friendship situation. It should happen in canon because it would be amazingly great!

Thank you so much, lovely.

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