There's no place like home...
Well, I'm finally home.
And if its possible, I find I'm almost as depressed now as I was at Clemson. Why? I left school to come back home, and I don't have a job yet. I've had one interview from the 10 or so jobs that I've applied for (which I know is not enough, but I can't find a whole lot). I really don't want this to be the only job offer I get (if I even get it) and have to take it because thats all I have. I don't want to have to take the first thing I can get. I've done that in the past and I want to be able to choose the right job for me. Its been suggested that I find a temporary job, like Walmart or something so that I can make some money and not be so pressured to get a job. No offense to anyone who works at Walmart, but I think that would just depress me more. Leaving school to work at WALMART. That's really using my degree that I worked my ASS off for. I know it would only be temporary, but it just doesn't sit right with me. We'll see, I might just suck it up and do that, Jon's been nagging at me to do it just so I have some money.
I'm also living at home again. Not a big deal, I get along with my parents pretty well, but its a pain in the ass having to drive further to get into the city. Especially when I get a job, if its in town, I'll have to deal with rush hour traffic again. That really blows. ALSO, if I am doing La Boheme this summer, it will mean a lot of late night rehearsals, having to drive home, sleep a few hours, then get up at the ass crack of dawn to get to work the next day. Not looking forward to that either. Being in this show also means having to miss out on a lot of things I've had planned like weddings and concerts. Its seriously ironic. I move back home so that I can do these things, only to get involved in a project that takes that time away from me. I'm not so sure I'm going to do it anymore. But this show is one of the things I was sincerely looking forward to when I came home.
Ok enough venting, sorry guys.
And if its possible, I find I'm almost as depressed now as I was at Clemson. Why? I left school to come back home, and I don't have a job yet. I've had one interview from the 10 or so jobs that I've applied for (which I know is not enough, but I can't find a whole lot). I really don't want this to be the only job offer I get (if I even get it) and have to take it because thats all I have. I don't want to have to take the first thing I can get. I've done that in the past and I want to be able to choose the right job for me. Its been suggested that I find a temporary job, like Walmart or something so that I can make some money and not be so pressured to get a job. No offense to anyone who works at Walmart, but I think that would just depress me more. Leaving school to work at WALMART. That's really using my degree that I worked my ASS off for. I know it would only be temporary, but it just doesn't sit right with me. We'll see, I might just suck it up and do that, Jon's been nagging at me to do it just so I have some money.
I'm also living at home again. Not a big deal, I get along with my parents pretty well, but its a pain in the ass having to drive further to get into the city. Especially when I get a job, if its in town, I'll have to deal with rush hour traffic again. That really blows. ALSO, if I am doing La Boheme this summer, it will mean a lot of late night rehearsals, having to drive home, sleep a few hours, then get up at the ass crack of dawn to get to work the next day. Not looking forward to that either. Being in this show also means having to miss out on a lot of things I've had planned like weddings and concerts. Its seriously ironic. I move back home so that I can do these things, only to get involved in a project that takes that time away from me. I'm not so sure I'm going to do it anymore. But this show is one of the things I was sincerely looking forward to when I came home.
Ok enough venting, sorry guys.