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so i'm still not dead...suprisingly. i've been so depressed. i think that if isabel didn't take my blades when we were packing up my shit, i prolly would have tried by now. i've never EVER felt so alone in my life. i've fucked up yet another one of my friendships, and i feel really bad about it, but i just couldn't do it anymore.
i seriously have no friends! it really sucks. like, i get up, go to work, come home, cook myself something to eat, and then i have a choice of watching jess and rob make out all night or sitting in my room and eventually passing out. i have no car, no money, NOTHING but the furniture in my room and my cigs. oh and occasionally maybe some alcoholic beverage or another to keep my sanity. my own girlfriend doesn't even spend time with me. i have NO ONE. life seriously sucks.
and i just think its funny that there are a lot of people that want to get with me. then they get mad when i won't. it's really funny.
i hate my life...still. nothing ever changes.
if anyone cares, give me a call. 215-834-5397. i'm never really busy unless i'm at work.
i seriously have no friends! it really sucks. like, i get up, go to work, come home, cook myself something to eat, and then i have a choice of watching jess and rob make out all night or sitting in my room and eventually passing out. i have no car, no money, NOTHING but the furniture in my room and my cigs. oh and occasionally maybe some alcoholic beverage or another to keep my sanity. my own girlfriend doesn't even spend time with me. i have NO ONE. life seriously sucks.
and i just think its funny that there are a lot of people that want to get with me. then they get mad when i won't. it's really funny.
i hate my life...still. nothing ever changes.
if anyone cares, give me a call. 215-834-5397. i'm never really busy unless i'm at work.