S'more
011. I hate wearing shoes. I feel so confined in them. If I had my way I’d live in a climate that I could wear cute flip flops and sandals all year. In the same vein, I find it really annoying when women wear sandals and don’t bother to paint their toenails.
012. I am TERRIFIED of getting pregnant. Well, mostly Im terrified of being a mom, being responsible for another human being especially a female human being. Even when I was on bc and in a monogamous relationship I was so neurotic about it.
013. I like my fettuccini noodles stick together. ‘Tis delicious and grand.
014. I don’t know myself or I’m scared to know myself and for now I kind of like it that way.
015. I worked in a Hearth (fireplace) and Hardware store for 6 years. My first and only job and it started the day after my high school graduation ceremony. It was only supposed to be part time while I went to college but it mutated into this life consuming ruining thing. I had a “damn the man” moment last July, quit for good and started school full time for a semester.
016. I sleep with the ceiling fan on high all the time. It could be 2 degrees outside and it’s still running. Also, I cannot fall asleep unless the TV is on.
017. I liked Puck from The Real World San Francisco.
018. I think about what I will do and say when my family members die. Its like Im writing the script and story line in my head. Would I cry? Would I break down? How do you even organize a funeral? See also part B of number 008.
019. I dislike talking about the weather. It has to be the most pointless mundane piece of conversation out there. You can’t change it so why talk about it.
020. I’m a realist through and through. Some people might see me as pessimistic but really I just see the reality of things. The reality is life is not rainbows and daisies. The reality is most of life prob won’t go the way you want with a few sprinkles of really great in between. The trick is to know this and still move forward. Or so I’ve been told.