rambling
so i think to make it in this world you either have to have the looks or a good personality. yea, that sucks. i have niether. mom and dad come home tomorrow. i havent dont anyhting all week of course. went to target one day got some things. they are remodeling the one in white marsh. got some new sunglasses for $10 and normal tioletries. even though ive pretty much been alone all week im not looking forward to them coming home. ugh. it will just be the same just a little differnet for awhile. what was the weather like? what did you do today? blahblahblah applied to target online. didnt ask if they were hiring when i was there. why bother? they are just going to turn me away tell me to go online. maybe i'll call monday see if they got it. poppop and ms phyl took me out to chopstic thurs for lunch. sleep has gotten worse. exhuasted during the day and up at night. ive tried to reset by staying up 24 hours but it just wasnt haappening. when i do sleep ill wake up at like 6am very achy and sick feeling. headache neckache. totally pigged out this week. i swear i have the eating habits and tast buds of a 4 yr old.