2nd week
So thursday is my official weekly "weigh", and it is also my busiest day of the week. So posting is like, impossible.
But i weighed myself yesterday and last week I lost two lbs. So in two weeks, five pounds total. Since early June, eleven pounds. I weighed myself this morning and i lost another pound.
So, i'm getting there. Slowly but surely. :)
I haven't been able to exercise in like a week. it sucks. i think i'l going to do yoga off of FitTV that I recorded. Today I have too many things to do. Its usually hard being around my friends, which i will be tonight, but even though they aren't like twigs who can eat anything and everything, they eat things that are just.. packed with fat and calories and grease. Grease... i've somehow learned to hate it. i've always been disgusted by food visibly greasy. but i got home yesterday and my family got pizza for dinner, and it just turned me off. I mean, i may have a slice for lunch lol. But more than that.. my stomach hurts. Yesterday i had a plain grilled chicken sandwich from mcdonalds. my friend ate most of my fries. Its really not a bad option, the salads have more calories. But i didn't get to have breakfast, and i've realized i need that to make my day work now. I NEVER ate breakfast. but eating Smart Start every day definitely keeps things going.
So.. i'm at 184 lbs. yay.
I told an old friend from my old high school that i'd go to their football game when they travel up here in two weeks. I'm praying, really.. that i can lose another five lbs at least. I know its too much to wish for five lbs a week.. but you know. They haven't seen me since i was fourteen lbs lighter than i am right now. if I work out every day i may get closer to that goal, but idk.
i've got a cadet conference in january. I hope i'll have lost enough weight to buy a new blues uniform-- skirt and pumps--by then. That would be really nice.
i'm so impatient. but i can't be. lets see... i'll be realistic. if i lost eight lbs a month until january it'll be.. 32 lbs? i'll be at 152... wow that'll be so nice. size 5 again. In november i have an NCO academy, too... i'm not sure if i'm going yet but i think i am. so, another 16 lbs maybe. i'll be 168? When i came home from Israel I was that. If my old high school makes it to the state play offs it'll be around then, and they'll end up traveling up here again. So that'll be cool.
My birthday is in two weeks? no, less than two weeks. my grandparents are coming like the week after. If anyone wants me to healthy its them. But it never mattered until i wanted it too.
You know people think wow 184 she's fat lol. While i may view myself as heavy i really carry my weight strangely. and i can wear regular clothes and all. i mean a comfortable 12 isn't exactly average for someone my height or age but you know.. i'm getting there lol.
okay well. i'm going do yoga.
But i weighed myself yesterday and last week I lost two lbs. So in two weeks, five pounds total. Since early June, eleven pounds. I weighed myself this morning and i lost another pound.
So, i'm getting there. Slowly but surely. :)
I haven't been able to exercise in like a week. it sucks. i think i'l going to do yoga off of FitTV that I recorded. Today I have too many things to do. Its usually hard being around my friends, which i will be tonight, but even though they aren't like twigs who can eat anything and everything, they eat things that are just.. packed with fat and calories and grease. Grease... i've somehow learned to hate it. i've always been disgusted by food visibly greasy. but i got home yesterday and my family got pizza for dinner, and it just turned me off. I mean, i may have a slice for lunch lol. But more than that.. my stomach hurts. Yesterday i had a plain grilled chicken sandwich from mcdonalds. my friend ate most of my fries. Its really not a bad option, the salads have more calories. But i didn't get to have breakfast, and i've realized i need that to make my day work now. I NEVER ate breakfast. but eating Smart Start every day definitely keeps things going.
So.. i'm at 184 lbs. yay.
I told an old friend from my old high school that i'd go to their football game when they travel up here in two weeks. I'm praying, really.. that i can lose another five lbs at least. I know its too much to wish for five lbs a week.. but you know. They haven't seen me since i was fourteen lbs lighter than i am right now. if I work out every day i may get closer to that goal, but idk.
i've got a cadet conference in january. I hope i'll have lost enough weight to buy a new blues uniform-- skirt and pumps--by then. That would be really nice.
i'm so impatient. but i can't be. lets see... i'll be realistic. if i lost eight lbs a month until january it'll be.. 32 lbs? i'll be at 152... wow that'll be so nice. size 5 again. In november i have an NCO academy, too... i'm not sure if i'm going yet but i think i am. so, another 16 lbs maybe. i'll be 168? When i came home from Israel I was that. If my old high school makes it to the state play offs it'll be around then, and they'll end up traveling up here again. So that'll be cool.
My birthday is in two weeks? no, less than two weeks. my grandparents are coming like the week after. If anyone wants me to healthy its them. But it never mattered until i wanted it too.
You know people think wow 184 she's fat lol. While i may view myself as heavy i really carry my weight strangely. and i can wear regular clothes and all. i mean a comfortable 12 isn't exactly average for someone my height or age but you know.. i'm getting there lol.
okay well. i'm going do yoga.