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i think i may be reading one of these two to total strangers tonight....if i am able to muster up the courage.
between the sheets, we lost ourselves in the labrynth of fairy tale worthy emotion. with a flip of the switch and a slip of the tongue, feelings let lose, trace them back to my lungs where they sit and wait to be voiced loud and clear. in some hazy web of sleep ridden tales, i was half awake, pulling you closer to me. did i hear it? was it real? do i dare to believe that the words spilled from your mouth. No, i was dreaming. I was discheveled, unaware. I could never believe that you truly care. I could never believe that you return my stares and think how lucky you are to be near me. Do you still think of her when i’m lying by your side? Are there uneasy emotions that you carefully hide? Keep me from knowing that you’re waiting for her and don’t plan to tell me those three powerful words.
But i’m so naive so every time i believe that i’m all that they want and it’s not just a front. With that being said, you still seem sincere, giving me a reason to let go of past fear. I want to grow with you, to really know you through the good and bad times that i hope we’ll share. Keep a strong will, know i’ll always be there.
I put my hand on your head as we bury ourselves into your bed and move closer together to become one in the shadows of an early morning sun.
OR
intuitive mistakes pouring down my chin
over the hollow part where my fingers rest
down the discomfort i hide best.
behind the intensity of doubt
there’s something inside me i’m feeling
years of calendars of bitter songs and unattended events
scribbled down in 4 simple words on my wrist.
in 6 days
and 13 hours
rain will fall like it did last winter
before he went away
when his eyes were caving in on me.
they nearly blended in with the milky grey behind us,
spelling celestial nothings that meant everything to me.
Entangle your limbs in my grip
And engulf me in your lack of response
So in silence, I’ll solve every glance
And flick of your wrist
Like when we kissed
...And nothing could be the same
forget apprehension
feast on unbridled emotions
and believe...
in the possibility of life
between the sheets, we lost ourselves in the labrynth of fairy tale worthy emotion. with a flip of the switch and a slip of the tongue, feelings let lose, trace them back to my lungs where they sit and wait to be voiced loud and clear. in some hazy web of sleep ridden tales, i was half awake, pulling you closer to me. did i hear it? was it real? do i dare to believe that the words spilled from your mouth. No, i was dreaming. I was discheveled, unaware. I could never believe that you truly care. I could never believe that you return my stares and think how lucky you are to be near me. Do you still think of her when i’m lying by your side? Are there uneasy emotions that you carefully hide? Keep me from knowing that you’re waiting for her and don’t plan to tell me those three powerful words.
But i’m so naive so every time i believe that i’m all that they want and it’s not just a front. With that being said, you still seem sincere, giving me a reason to let go of past fear. I want to grow with you, to really know you through the good and bad times that i hope we’ll share. Keep a strong will, know i’ll always be there.
I put my hand on your head as we bury ourselves into your bed and move closer together to become one in the shadows of an early morning sun.
OR
intuitive mistakes pouring down my chin
over the hollow part where my fingers rest
down the discomfort i hide best.
behind the intensity of doubt
there’s something inside me i’m feeling
years of calendars of bitter songs and unattended events
scribbled down in 4 simple words on my wrist.
in 6 days
and 13 hours
rain will fall like it did last winter
before he went away
when his eyes were caving in on me.
they nearly blended in with the milky grey behind us,
spelling celestial nothings that meant everything to me.
Entangle your limbs in my grip
And engulf me in your lack of response
So in silence, I’ll solve every glance
And flick of your wrist
Like when we kissed
...And nothing could be the same
forget apprehension
feast on unbridled emotions
and believe...
in the possibility of life