i cant...

[bellaray]

well i have been thinking about a lot of things lately...for one my ex sister in law...i have stopped hating her and now have realized i miss her a lot ..i told her everything and now shes gone...but i have also come to a conclusion that everyone eventually leaves ..but i dont want to open up again to someone like i did with her..i have also been thinking about just being less guarded and more carefree if you know what i mean ..i dont know i am just confused ...i am lonely...

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