I Guess I have reached the Beginning of an end that I don't think I can Survive
Me and Keith broke up today. For the last time. He broke up with ME for the first time. And in such a horrible way.
I have been reallllyy Manic lately and ect, me and my Bi-Polar-ness. It started when I found out I was pregnant. I don't know if my mentalness got triggered by the shock that the pregnancy caused and having to deal with so many thoughts and make such a hard decision or my hormones all out of whack and me being emotional due to the pregnancy itself.
Anyways, it has been really hard and our relationship has been going thru hard times ever since I moved out and he hasnt been strong enough to stay behind me. I know I have been outta whack, but not for any reason. He has done some fucked up shyt, like usual, it will happen, but wont talk about it so I think about it over and over and shyt gets worst.
ON Sat, I went to go see Weezer and Red Hot Chilli Peppers. I got four free tickets, and Weezie went with us, Keith's bestfriend, and Weezie's new fling, Melissa.
Happy 4th of July!~~>
Oh yeah, my friend MelissaRosen is in town for a bit from FL.
I have been reallllyy Manic lately and ect, me and my Bi-Polar-ness. It started when I found out I was pregnant. I don't know if my mentalness got triggered by the shock that the pregnancy caused and having to deal with so many thoughts and make such a hard decision or my hormones all out of whack and me being emotional due to the pregnancy itself.
Anyways, it has been really hard and our relationship has been going thru hard times ever since I moved out and he hasnt been strong enough to stay behind me. I know I have been outta whack, but not for any reason. He has done some fucked up shyt, like usual, it will happen, but wont talk about it so I think about it over and over and shyt gets worst.
ON Sat, I went to go see Weezer and Red Hot Chilli Peppers. I got four free tickets, and Weezie went with us, Keith's bestfriend, and Weezie's new fling, Melissa.
Happy 4th of July!~~>
Oh yeah, my friend MelissaRosen is in town for a bit from FL.