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I'm sick AGAIN. This is some bullshit, I've been sick like five or six times in the past year. I had to call out of my shift at CaptionCall today because my voice is completely fucked and there's no way I could dictate phone calls right now. Thankfully it's super easy to pick up extra hours there so I should be able to make up for missing this shift later on in the week, but I've only been employed there for a month and a half and have been late twice already so I'm super paranoid that I'm gonna get fired or at least talked to or something. Ugggggh.
Andrew has been trying to cozy up to me again after not talking for a couple weeks and I'm not sure how to feel. I've kinda been seeing this other guy named Brian who is incredibly attractive and also an ex-raver so we have a lot in common but we don't have quiiiite the same connection that Andrew and I have. I don't know, I just feel weird. I talked to Andrew for a couple hours last night and told him I was sick and calling out of work so he's going to bring me soup which is nice but I don't know if I should tell him about Brian. It's so weird and awkward seeing two people at once, I hate it. But I feel like if I tell him that I met someone else while he was taking his time trying to "figure out" his feelings for me I wouldn't have to feel too guilty. He kinda set himself up for that to happen. It's not like he could expect me to sit around staring at my phone waiting for him to text me over the next six months or whatever. Ain't nobody got time for that.
Andrew has been trying to cozy up to me again after not talking for a couple weeks and I'm not sure how to feel. I've kinda been seeing this other guy named Brian who is incredibly attractive and also an ex-raver so we have a lot in common but we don't have quiiiite the same connection that Andrew and I have. I don't know, I just feel weird. I talked to Andrew for a couple hours last night and told him I was sick and calling out of work so he's going to bring me soup which is nice but I don't know if I should tell him about Brian. It's so weird and awkward seeing two people at once, I hate it. But I feel like if I tell him that I met someone else while he was taking his time trying to "figure out" his feelings for me I wouldn't have to feel too guilty. He kinda set himself up for that to happen. It's not like he could expect me to sit around staring at my phone waiting for him to text me over the next six months or whatever. Ain't nobody got time for that.