Jul 10, 2005 03:56
You got thr briefing on Tyrone. And I am sorry I haven't really been writing. How am I to measure evolution if I dont document the big things in life?
Taking it back about a month, I have been going out more. I have been having sex, and smoking and drinking and working and feeling wonderful... like I am reclaiming some piece of vitality that I neglected. Some youth I was denied in all the drama in depression.
We all know I did not particularly get along with my parents. My mother lives across from me and like the blob has slowly been consuming my life. I kept thinking.. ok.. it is just a little thing. Then The little things add up to become an overwhelming situation.
I am not talking to that bitch. She is childish vendictive self centered and stupid. She is petty illogical and thinks nothing about consequence. She will be miserable forever and I know no that is something I cannot help. I was on an endless mission and it took something so trivial to break me out of it.
MOre 2 come. I get mad as I type.