to clarify somthing.
so i had this really wierd dream last night that i was screaming at Krystal bc hes changed and i told her shes so materialistic now, and she cried and asked me to die..... lol, then i get to school and she asks me abt my live journal entry.. and she was pissy abt it. So i guess i was warned, but i mean come on thats wierd ( abt the dream and then the confrontation).She interpreted everything i said in a negative way and thats not how it was written.
No krystal you dont just call me to get money, but when i wrote that, thelast time you had called my house was for me to put in for Michelle i was simply using an example.... no i dont call you just to drive me to work or go shopping. I called you to go shopping with me bc i wanted to spend time with you.... would i offer to buy you lunch if i was just using you for a ride... and my mother was fully capable of driving me. And no i dont make an effort anymore. because nothing is the same with you. when we hangout its when rocoos working, and michelle and Nikki arent available.so i simply wait for when its convenient for you to hangout... Im not "in" on anything your going through, which doesnt bother me... but what does bother me is that we still consider eachother best friends. When in reality were not. Best Friends hangout more than once every two weeks... Best friends go to Chilli's TOGETHER... not that u was pissed at you for going to chilli's with michelle and Nikki after school.. because i fully understand why i wast invited. Im single.right?
Im sorry you took offense to everything i said, and that i put it in my live journal... but whenever i bring it up with you ...you simply say somthing like.. well i didnt think you wanted me to call you... bc your always mad at me. Im not always mad at you. we just nevertalk... wanna know why? bc your different. And im different to im not gonna lie about that. and im not saying were both different in a bad way, bc sometimes change is good. In this case... bc both of us have changed, in two completely different ways... its driven us apart. I've realized it. trust me. Because i dont have a best friend anymore.
You can take this any way you wanna take it dear but this is how i see things. And i dont say anything to you about it bc you just end up thinking im pissed at you.. and then i dont get invited anywhere, so i shutup.
With love. ( not bieng sarcastic)
chelsea.
No krystal you dont just call me to get money, but when i wrote that, thelast time you had called my house was for me to put in for Michelle i was simply using an example.... no i dont call you just to drive me to work or go shopping. I called you to go shopping with me bc i wanted to spend time with you.... would i offer to buy you lunch if i was just using you for a ride... and my mother was fully capable of driving me. And no i dont make an effort anymore. because nothing is the same with you. when we hangout its when rocoos working, and michelle and Nikki arent available.so i simply wait for when its convenient for you to hangout... Im not "in" on anything your going through, which doesnt bother me... but what does bother me is that we still consider eachother best friends. When in reality were not. Best Friends hangout more than once every two weeks... Best friends go to Chilli's TOGETHER... not that u was pissed at you for going to chilli's with michelle and Nikki after school.. because i fully understand why i wast invited. Im single.right?
Im sorry you took offense to everything i said, and that i put it in my live journal... but whenever i bring it up with you ...you simply say somthing like.. well i didnt think you wanted me to call you... bc your always mad at me. Im not always mad at you. we just nevertalk... wanna know why? bc your different. And im different to im not gonna lie about that. and im not saying were both different in a bad way, bc sometimes change is good. In this case... bc both of us have changed, in two completely different ways... its driven us apart. I've realized it. trust me. Because i dont have a best friend anymore.
You can take this any way you wanna take it dear but this is how i see things. And i dont say anything to you about it bc you just end up thinking im pissed at you.. and then i dont get invited anywhere, so i shutup.
With love. ( not bieng sarcastic)
chelsea.