Dec 21, 2008 03:47
I thought college would be different somehow. I mean besides the obvious that it would be harder and I would be on my own. But, I thought things in life would change. And in someways they did, but not in all. I really thought all that catty (hahah for anyone in the facebook fight that kinda sounds like a Chris joke about Cat Cooley)... anyways. I really thought all the cattiness of high school would stay in high school. I assumed things would get less petty. And all the backstabbing and drama over nothing would be left at the exit door we walked out of when we left high school. I thought we would leave the baggage behind us as we ventured into a new place, especially one as far as Boston. But, despite the distance all the bullshit seemed to follow me and even get worse in someways.
I thought all the drama with Paul's mom would be gone. If not gone entirely atleast less destructive. She always hated me for no reason and always treated me like shit this is nothing new. And it bothered me at first, but then I stopped caring. I don't care what she thinks of me or treats me cause to be completely honest I don't care about her. The only difference is that she is talking about me and bashing me to other people. Like Paul's friends and parents of people I am friends with. Its not right. Its just not. I know most things she does aren't right, but this is just out of hand. I feel like I should be able to sue for slander or something. Idk, but that would be really nice.
Other things that I thought would end also continued... like Jess for instance. I thought all her shit would be over. I know she is still a stupid high school bitch and to be completely honest will probably always be like that. But I thought I might have escaped it. But, I definately didn't at all. She finds ways to fuck my shit up even when I am states apart. Kudos.
I just didn't think high school was going to follow me to college, but it seems like it has.
How the hell do I get rid of it?