Not feeling well....
Ugh! I feel like shit! Today was supposed to be one of two days off, but yet again, like last weekend, I got a call from my manager and I went in for a few hours. It kind of sucks, but I don't really mind. I'm dedicated to that salon, I've proven that. I'm all about getting in there and bustin some ass, I feel accomplished at the end of my day...amongst other things. Like tired and cranky, sometimes delirious.
I'm supposed to start closing now 1-9, which is ok, I suppose. I do most of the paperwork for the salon anyways, which can only be done at the end of the night, so it makes more sense, but the time goes by faster when I open, then again, I can take care of business matters during the day and then go to work in the afternoon. I may like this schedule better because I'll get more accomplished. LoL then again, when I went in today...our weekend girl isn't really feeling workin on the weekends because she already has a full-time job during the week that is stressful enough on her and believe me, that salon can be hell sometimes. Also, she lives 45 minutes away and it takes up all of her time with her husband, and I can see where that would be shitty. So...once again, i've gotta re-do the schedule so maybe she won't have to work weekends anymore and me and the other receptionist can cover Monday-Sunday. We don't mind workin 7 days a week, we both need the money, besides, the goals I have aren't going away, so I've gotta keep my head focused.
I think I'm getting the flu...or maybe my meds are seriously fuckin with my body today. I got sick last night...real sick. I ended up calling the hospitol. My meds aren't supposed to make me this sick and I get sick pretty much everynight. Mitch gets on my case about eating the right foods and he's right. I have been eating shitty and I'm not supposed to be. I take Lipitor because I have excessively high cholesterol. Part of it is genetic, the other part is because I have this ovarian syndrome that makes it go up. I tried for 6 months to lower it, but no luck, so I take this pill and it tells my liver not to produce so much cholesterol, but it makes me sick...shitty. Then, I take "the pill" because I have 21 ovarian cysts, so by taking those pills, hopefully the cysts will go away within a year or so. *Crosses fingers* I want to be a mother, but it may not be possible, we'll have to see once I try to start having kids.
The ovarian syndrome i have is called Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome or PCOS. Here are the basics...
-WAAAAAY Too much testosterone in my system, a woman shouldn't have this much and I barely had an estrogen
-My insulin levels are off because my body doesn't use it the same way everyone elses does
-And if you know about what "T" does for you...imagine that doin it's work on a lady...yeah...my self esteem dropped REALLY low because I wasn't feelin like a lady because I was getting all these manly symptoms, I was wondering how anyone could love me, buuuut the meds work...or are starting too and Mitch accepts me...for some reason he still thinks I'm beautiful...I think he's crazy! LoL
Anyways...now that I've gone on for like 120 years...I'm gonna go now. This is the longest journal I've ever written. I'm gonna go eat and hop into bed. I don't feel good---sad face!! Take it easy all!!
I'm supposed to start closing now 1-9, which is ok, I suppose. I do most of the paperwork for the salon anyways, which can only be done at the end of the night, so it makes more sense, but the time goes by faster when I open, then again, I can take care of business matters during the day and then go to work in the afternoon. I may like this schedule better because I'll get more accomplished. LoL then again, when I went in today...our weekend girl isn't really feeling workin on the weekends because she already has a full-time job during the week that is stressful enough on her and believe me, that salon can be hell sometimes. Also, she lives 45 minutes away and it takes up all of her time with her husband, and I can see where that would be shitty. So...once again, i've gotta re-do the schedule so maybe she won't have to work weekends anymore and me and the other receptionist can cover Monday-Sunday. We don't mind workin 7 days a week, we both need the money, besides, the goals I have aren't going away, so I've gotta keep my head focused.
I think I'm getting the flu...or maybe my meds are seriously fuckin with my body today. I got sick last night...real sick. I ended up calling the hospitol. My meds aren't supposed to make me this sick and I get sick pretty much everynight. Mitch gets on my case about eating the right foods and he's right. I have been eating shitty and I'm not supposed to be. I take Lipitor because I have excessively high cholesterol. Part of it is genetic, the other part is because I have this ovarian syndrome that makes it go up. I tried for 6 months to lower it, but no luck, so I take this pill and it tells my liver not to produce so much cholesterol, but it makes me sick...shitty. Then, I take "the pill" because I have 21 ovarian cysts, so by taking those pills, hopefully the cysts will go away within a year or so. *Crosses fingers* I want to be a mother, but it may not be possible, we'll have to see once I try to start having kids.
The ovarian syndrome i have is called Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome or PCOS. Here are the basics...
-WAAAAAY Too much testosterone in my system, a woman shouldn't have this much and I barely had an estrogen
-My insulin levels are off because my body doesn't use it the same way everyone elses does
-And if you know about what "T" does for you...imagine that doin it's work on a lady...yeah...my self esteem dropped REALLY low because I wasn't feelin like a lady because I was getting all these manly symptoms, I was wondering how anyone could love me, buuuut the meds work...or are starting too and Mitch accepts me...for some reason he still thinks I'm beautiful...I think he's crazy! LoL
Anyways...now that I've gone on for like 120 years...I'm gonna go now. This is the longest journal I've ever written. I'm gonna go eat and hop into bed. I don't feel good---sad face!! Take it easy all!!