Can't wait to get outta this place

Feb 19, 2006 08:00

Man oh man. If you only knew how bad I want out of here. I can taste it. I've still got 6 months, which really isnt that long, but some days it seems like it. I've got a lot of planning to do and I'll get all of it done because I'm good like that hehe. The load of crap that my mom drops on me when she calls is rediculous. She'd rather tell me how much of a piece of shit I am rather than thank me for a job well done. I can't please that woman. Never have been able to and never will be able to. There will always be something that will drive her crazy about me. Alwell, what can I do? Nothing, I realized that a long time ago. After I move, she'll appreciate me more, she always does.

Six months until Mitch and I are finally together. I can't fuckin wait. I'm pumped. He doesn't know how bad I wish I could just say fuck it all and leave now. I would give everything I own just to have him now. Starting our lives together is all I can think about lately. God, I wish it was now. Damn this sucks. I can't wait to come home to eachother at night. Everyday I'll have something to look forward to...whether I'm waking up or going to bed, I'll always get to see him and that's more than worth living for, but also the little things that'll make a huge and beautiful difference in our lives. I can't wait. Ahhh God, but I have to. And I'm the most impatient person in the world.

Someday soon sweetie, I promise. Sooner than later.

Tiamo
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